No particular person on my mind but as always, the idea of one. One single, entity perfect for me, in mind spirit and body. As a fool in her foolish ways, I always "feel" before I think. This propensity led me to some duds but I can't help being a chemical person.
A "chemical person" to me (and according to me) is someone who bases all attractions on that inert feeling of lust and love. If the chemicals within me aren't reacting then -we- won't react...chemically or otherwise.
That chemical attraction is like the whistful pause of satisfaction after a painfully fatty meal; the gratification of getting exactly what you want; the sence of carnal gravitation without trying to create it. It makes you happy, joyful, sad, angry, and crazy....not all in that order or magnitude but after that roller coaster you know you want more.
So as I sit here in my lucid imagination I deeply imagine how much fun my chemical roller coaster would be and bravely take a front seat to the thrill.
Namaste.
